My once upon a time starts now.. there is no looking back into the past. Whats done is done, and I am moving on. I wouldn't change my past for anything in the world.. 

my fun, crazy, amazing, breath-taking, things I can laugh at now memories.

my mistakes.

my learning experiences.

my challenges.

my heart breaks.

my love story.

watching myself grow up and change into the person i WANT to be.. things that NO ONE can take away from me. They will always be mine.. forever.

 The future is a scary thing.. trust me, i am one to be scared of the unknown, but at the same time it is the most exciting thing in life. The absolute best thing about the future is that it comes one day at a time.. and if I take one day at a time.. I say bring whatever life has to throw at me.. I can handle it. Ya know life is a crazy thing.. you can be at your all time low and just want to freeze time and it doesn't stop. It WONT stop.. Life doesn't stop for anyone.. it keeps going.. which is a blessing in itself.. Life is just crazy.

 A lot of what I have been through.. I have gotten through with the help of my Heavenly Father.. I honestly don't know where i would be without him. 

I was taught by only the best.. my mom.

 She is the most amazing person I know. She is my number one best friend and always will be.. I really hope that I can be like her when I have the chance to become a mother(which is NOT soon). Her outlook on life is rare.. she views things in the most positive way that she possibly can.. and why not? Life is TO short to be sitting around dwelling on things you cant change because it is over and done with. Might as well look at it in the most positive way possible and then move on.. She knows everything about me and honestly I think she is soooo amazing. She is like super mom! Raising 7 kids, while going to work, running marathons, going back to school, taking care of football, back to school, bills, cars, drama(little and teenager kind) anything you can think of.. i swear my mom has been through it or something like it. After everything she is still so happy and just full of energy.. told you I've learned from the best right! ;) I love her so much! Because of her.. I KNOW that dreams really do come true. 

 This past summer I moved out.. which was the hardest thing for me.. I was way out of my comfort zone, leaving my mom, my family, my best friend noelia, my town, my job, everything.. Now looking back.. I GREW soooo much from it. I knew i had to do it sometime, just didn't think that it was going to be this soon.. but honestly I am okay! There have been a ton of new adjustments but I think that I have handled myself pretty well! I am the only one in charge of my happiness.. I am in total complete control of my life and my happiness and I know that I am happy. I really am, but I'm always going to have my ups and downs.. that is what makes life worth living.. 

I recently just watched Bridesmaids. I haven't laughed that much in a long time.. My boyfriend probably thought I  was crazy because of how much I was laughing.. but it was good for me.. Laughter is the best medicine possible... now i know what people mean when they say that (:  

Another best friend that I have is... The boyfriend. 

Seriously, this guy can give me butterflies like crazy and make me sooo happy. Because of him I know how I should be treated and I know how real love is.. he is my "love story" and each and everyday is a new chapter about us..  He has been a huge blessing in my life.. When I look at him I know that I am going to be okay, that I am always going to be protected and cared for. He knows me better then I know myself sometimes..ANYWAYS! I am sure that your going to hear more about him later.. but he is amazing.

soooo i probably should go get ready.. but this song that I posted (even though its older) is now one of my favorites:

see you lata fool!